1 year ago.

 


This picture was taken just a short year ago.  I’ll never forget that day.  Cassie and I had taken the kids out for an end of the summer/early birthday for Baelor.  It was hot and I was walking with a boot.  My head started hurting right after we got there.  I thought I needed to eat, but that didn’t seem to help.  I thought I needed more water, so I chugged and that didn't seem to help.  I had already taken some otc medication to help with my ankle so I knew I couldn’t take more.  


This was a different headache.  I had trouble focusing, I was tired and just felt like garbage.  


At the end of the day I insisted taking pictures with the kids.  I look back at the pictures and see the healthy me.   A me that didn’t need to remember to take medication everyday, a me that never went to the doctors.  I look at the pictures and see the innocence in the kids~a time that their life wasn’t turned upside down.  


A year later I woke up with a headache and couldn’t get rid of it.   Is it the heat and change of weather, is it stress or do I need to worry? Tomorrow I’ll check in with my oncologist, between my back and my headache I am a little concerned…even though I know I shouldn’t be. 

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