Day 3

 

Today is day 3 of radiation. So far so good. I’m tired but that’s no different than any other day, I have heartburn but it seems early to have any side effects. I met with the doctor today. He said it was going well. I was doing a great job holding my breath. Who knew I had that talent.  lol. The first day was def the easiest for holding my breath. And I def feel more out of breath as the days go on. 

I mentioned my headaches, I’ve tried all my usual things and it’s not helping. I started my allergy medications. Everytime I mention a headache I am reminded they have a low threshold for my headaches. Because of my history a headache is concerning. It’s usually nothing. Recently I have noticed the headache, and memory problems.  Which if I am remembering correctly memory is controlled by the frontal lobe. Which is where the spot of concern is.  I’ll keep an eye on it. 

My mom and sister have been incredible!  I haven’t gone to radiation alone. I can it’s just a little nerve wracking. 

Bryan continues to be unbelievable!  He has picked up where I have slacked. He is constantly checking on me. He tells me everyday how beautiful I am (even though I’ve gained a million lbs and feel gross!). 

My family, friends, neighbors who have become friends, family, and Trents friends parents have helped with meals!  I can’t thank everyone enough!  It has been a huge help to know that I am able to relax and breath and not worry about cooking dinner after a long day. 

To answer some questions I get often…

Im still working. It’s hard, somedays my memory isn’t good, I need to look up things 100 times.  I’ve made lists about what needs to be done. I am adapting. I carry the insurance for the family so that’s a huge part of it. And I’ve used up most of my sick time.

i don’t feel anything during radiation except short of breath. But I am def starting to feel some after effects. 

Radiation takes 15-18 mins. Depending on how I do holding my breath. This week it has taken me longer to get there. 

The biggest disappointment this week is I haven’t started glowing yet. Which is good but might disappoint me a little. lol. 

My biggest fear going forward is progression in my brain. 

The best part of my week was watching my kids play baseball.  

The hardest part of my week was talking with my son after his baseball game on Saturday and explaining to him that he is a good player despite being sat for half the innings.